Thursday, July 05, 2007
It's one of those period of time,
where I'm feeling lonely and wonder
if everybody do see me as a friend,
or if they secretly hate me because i'm
a total b- totally dislikeable.
It's one of those period of time,
where it's useless to hear compliments
and words of comfort.
Because it'll just make me more paranoid.
(yes, i do happen to know i'm being paranoid[i hope],
but i can't really control FEELINGS now can i?)
Oh Lord, please bind this feeling of lonliness.
I should be thankful that i have You always.
Forgive me for feeling lonely,
though I know Your always by my side.
gotta
Stop emo-ing.
On another note, this week has been pretty crappy.
It's not good coming back to JC,
you get hit by a load of work to do.
Deadlines to meet. [Proj. Work is bleh]
New concepts and stuff thrown and you to know by
promos- which by the way is less than 3 months away.
Plus, just got back the papers for my worst subjects-
Math and Chi-
FAIL[ed].
BADLY.
haish
It's only gonna get busier.